14th and 17th!

These refer to February 2014's.
I know it was 4 days ago.
And yesterday.
And I'm still going to write about it.

This is one out of two Val's Day I've ever had.
The first one was in my 2nd grade junior high.
The first time I ever felt the spirit of the day.
Before the day, my closest friends and I decided to exchange chocolates/gifts.
And we decided to go shop for the chocs&gifts together.
Since there were 4 of us, we split into two.
We bought chocs for our classmates together.
Then we secretly bought for each other.
It's funny cause when we reached the cashiers, we went back to the chocs part one buy one.
So we didn't know what we bought for each other.
We even paid them at different cashiers in the end.
Then we hid those chocs in our bags.
Childish much? HAHAHAHA
That was the first time I ever felt so excited about val's day.
We hugged each other on the day.
We exchanged the chocs and gifts.
We ate the chocs together, it was cute for some reason.
It was unforgettable.

The second best was this year's.
Spent it my closest friends and someone special.
#OopsieDaisy :3
The val's eve was kinda fun.
We chatted in this group about how val's day going to be.
Most said that it's just a normal Friday.
And said that nothing special about seeing couples giving each other gifts.
"It's such a burden," they said.
But, one of us planned of asking a girl to be his.
So we decided to meet at a food-truck for dinner.
The next day, val's day, was... un-describable(?)
Well, for me, I loved it.
The whole day at school was not that special.
But after school, this friend of mine actually succeeded before the actual time.
We still went to the place after school.
Before that, 4 of us went to my home to wait for the others.
Then some of the rest came here too.
So when we finally decided to go first, we took selfies and pictures while waiting for the rest.
AND, UNEXPECTEDLY, "HE" GAVE ME PRESENTS.
I have no idea on what to say.
I smiled&laughed like an idiot.
He gave me two things at first, then told me those were not all.
I didn't really get what he meant at first.
I gave him something too though.
A freaking simple gift unwrapped :(
When we reached the place, he gave me the second gift.
He told me that I could open it.
So, I decided to open it when we found a place to sit.
I couldn't believe what I saw that time.
The first two things he gave me was...
An Indonesian Justin Bieber's Scrapbook and One Direction's Dare To Dream: Life As One Direction!
I couldn't do anything else but closed my mouth and smiled out of excitement.
And FYI, he doesn't like Justin and 1D AT ALL.
Yet, he still bought and gave me this.
What surprised me the most was the last gift.
It's a pink box with a ribbon on top.
When I opened it... my jaws just dropped.
There's a medium-sized Rilakkuma doll, a pair of Minnie Mouse earrings, a Minnie Mouse head-band, and a Stitch phone-plug.
How can I not "aww" that?
I was surprised, not knowing what to say or do at that time.
It was a public place so I decided to just hug him while sitting down lol.
I felt like the happiest girl in the world.
Too bad I could only give him that.
Then, for some reason, I need to get home early.
And he... accompanied me home.
That day was... indeed beautiful.
Even more beautiful than the days I get to see him.
#cheesymuch xoxo!
I'm thankful, I didn't really expect that much, but I am thankful.

NEXT is, 17th of February twenty-fourteen.
Which means, it's a reminder of the fourth month of us.
Cheers!
Just like the other months, it's special but nothing much.
But this time, we went swimming.
Not only us, we went with the others.
I hate how I look, especially when we swam.
I look damn fat like ew.
But who cares...
Then we played, laughed, obviously swam, and blablabla.
Later when we went home, we're in the same car.
It's sad. There's my brother so I can't really be close to him the whole trip.
Not. Even. A. Single. Picture.
Nyaww, sorry I did say that, I'm weird like this.
The thing is...
I was happy.
I was grateful.
That was the first time we went out after school on month reminders.
Month reminders, for me, reminds us of how long we've been officially together.
Of how long we fought for&with each other.
Reminds us, or maybe only me, about how blessed we are.
Reminds me about how short our journey is and how long I wish we will be.
Happy 4th.
I did, I am, I will, love you.

WOAH, I obviously talk too much.
Wait, I usually do... #ew
That's just who I am.
Thanks for whoever reading this.

s-c-h-o-o-l

I'm writing this post simply because...
I dislike school.
I'm sick of it.

School is not the worst place ever.
Well, for me.
I hate when adults tell me "You're a student and you SHOULD study."
Duh, you don't say?
But, we have our limits.
I hate it when people tell us to study.
Every... freaking... time.
We're not robots, don't set us to study that hard.
I get that studying is important for our future.
But then again, we have our limits.
Sometimes, we should refresh our minds.
Maybe by sleeping, playing games, etc.
Happiness is also important for our future eih?
I don't get the idea why school teachers are being so hard on us students.
To discipline us. To educate us. I KNOW.
But, who could study and understand what they're teaching if we're under their pressure?
And I don't get the idea of giving homeworks after planning on giving a test.
I don't freaking get it!
Especially when the homeworks have nothing related to the test.
ugh. please.
The harder you pressure the young, the rebel they become.
Yes I agree with that.
Don't they see how hard we're putting our effort on their subjects?
We studied so freaking hard, but rarely passed.
And about studying.
Remind us to but not scold us when we're not.
When you scold us, we won't even focus on the subject.
And will never do...
Just that, we're old enough.
We know which is good and which is bad.
We know our limits.
Those who don't? Then this is not to relate to them...sorry.
And I'm sure that... most of the brilliant students will hate it when people ask them to study.
It's like "I know what I should do."
I know that you adults care but we need something refreshing... everyday.
We can prove it to you guys that we're not that bad.

Well, forget about that.
The best things about school?
THE MEMORIES MADE THERE.
You know, the roller-coaster kind of memories.
The happy ones, sad ones, even the rage ones.
The memories you and your friends make.
The memories you and your classmates have.
The memories of being scolded together or maybe alone.
The memories of fighting with each other.
The awkward moments memories.
The times you're laughing so hard with your friends your stomach hurts.
The memories that every picture taken there holds.
The memories of being late maybe?
The memories of failing and passing.
The memories of having fun on P.E. lessons.
The memories of eating lunch together with your gals.
The memories of making friends with someone new.
The memories of knowing someone without knowing what they'll mean.
The memories of crying/seeing people cry.
The memories of acceptance and rejection.
The memories of every celebration.
The memories of skipping class or even skipping school.
The memories of breaking the rules.
The memories of cheating a.k.a team work on tests.
The memories of being a rebel and loud person.
And etc.
School is not that bad.
You meet your friends there.
And school is one of the place that gives you the opportunity to make your parents proud.
Something that may not worth their blessings to us, but still worth something.
Yeah...
The only thing we can do?
Enjoy the moments of being a student.
Even though this is a pretty rough ride.

P.S. Don't forget that you wished for being this old when you were younger. And now you're wishing to be that young again which is impossible. So before you regret everything, why don't you enjoy? Before you become an adult with tons of harder life tasks and rougher rides.

Girls?

This is a very random post.
This post is about how girls feel&think. MOSTLY.

Not saying every girl. :)

I'm not sure where to start.

Most girls feel insecure. Yes, INSECURE.

That feeling is the worst feeling ever.

The feeling of not good enough.

And it makes us even hate ourselves.

#Once again, I post about what I'm thinking at the moment only, sorry if you don't relate#

Hurt ourselves, curse ourselves, even though we know that's a sin.

For some reason, we just hate ourselves for everything we are.

We hate our hair for being messy every time no matter how hard we fix them; for being too short or too long; for being too straight or too curly.

We hate our eyes for being too small or big.

We hate our body for being thin/curvy.

We just think that every inch of our body is not right.

We'll always say to ourselves to ignore society.

But, that barely works.

We will always care about what people say.

We get jealous of other girls.

"Oh my, she's so much prettier."

"How I want to look like her and have a body like her."

"Some" girls might even be sad just by looking at themselves in the mirror.

Well, for me, society will never be satisfied.

We ARE the society, and we never are satisfied with ourselves.

I know that it's easier to say than to do, but...

Ignore the people staring and judging when they see you.

You can either walk away or smile to them.

Smile to them... That might do the trick.

Let everyone know that you're born not to impress every single person in this world.

Oh and, you can either be yourself or be what you want to be.

You only live once - not yolo. 

Words hurt. They do. I feel you.

Some girls are also scared of not having friends.

Scared that most of their "friends" are only there when they have something.

Scared of being used by their "friends".

Especially when we've been betrayed before.

They say that they're our BFFs but then don't have any trust on us.

Every relationship needs trust.

And some girls...

Are just scared about that one guy they love.

"What if he doesn't like me back?"

"What if I'm not good enough for him?"

"Those other girls are much better than me for him."

"I'm scared that he'll be scared of me."

"I'm scared that he can't accept my flaws."
Cause everything we ever wanted is to be loved the same way we loved.
When we love someone...
Their flaws won't get in the way, but our flaws will.
Back again to "I'm never going to be good enough."
Well, here's the thing.
You're not perfect, neither is he and everybody else.
Someone might be perfect in your eyes.
But, everyone has a flaw.
We accepted theirs and we should also accept ours.
And if someone really loves you...
I'm sure that they can't find any flaw in you.
In their eyes, you're perfect.
Insecurities make us over think and over thinking kills.
It's easy to say this than do it (I know), but: stop being insecure, put a smile on - stop faking them - and just enjoy your life.
I know that I, myself, still have problems with that.
But hey... there's nothing wrong with baby-steps.
Besides, there's someone helping me with that.
Even though he doesn't realize that he is.

HAPPINESS might be the number one thing every girl wants in their life.
So boys, grant them a little bit of that.
Happy girls are the prettiest you know.


P.S. I know that this post is freaking random.
I'm not writing in a good order.
But this is just a post of me pouring what's inside my mind.
And I wanted to write about this because a friend of mine is feeling this way and I freaking relate.
So, I hope this is enjoying?

Oh and, girls out there, PLEASE STOP HURTING YOURSELVES.
Every girl deserves to feel beautiful no matter what their size/colour/shape/etc.
And girls, you're all beautiful.

#SoRandom: 100 Facts.

I know that this post is so random.
May not be important.
But oh well, enjoy!

1. I am a female. I am a girl.
2. I am 15 now.
3. I blow candles every August. (AUGUST BABY)
4. A leo and a tiger. Rawr.
5. Named Steffani Sylvia Tan.
6. A half-blood of Chinese&Bataknese.
7. Globophobic.
8. Coulrophobic.
9. Trypophobic.
10. Ailurophobic.
11. PUPPIES! I love them.
12. Talkative, moody, etc.
13. I love nicknames, just don't change my family name.
14. A hardcore Belieber!
15. I am a Vampire and a Gleek. I love being both.
16. I "had" a lot of dogs, hamsters, turtles, fishes.
17. I love food, like a lot a lot.
18. Like warm drinks.
19. Rarely eat sweets, NAH who am I kidding.
20. I like to dance,sing,play guitar&piano.
21. I can't do any of the above.
22. I love to watch movies.
23. I get addicted easily to series movies.
24. I live in Batam, Indonesia.
25. I'm in my first year senior high.
26. I get jealous easily.
27. I want to be thin and skinny.
28. I want to be beautiful.
29. I want to be smart.
30. Interior designer/chef. HA!
31. I have boyish voice.
32. And I kind of dislike it.
33. When I see something cute/romantic, I go directly "Awwwww".
34. Very slow&hard music make me sleepy.
35. I have a dad& lil bro. They're extremely handsome and annoying.
36. I have a mom. She's flawlessly beautiful and talkative.
37. I freaking love them to pieces.
38. I'm an ugly duckling lol.
39. I talk a lot but I'm lonely.
40. Currently... you know... #clue:17
41. I get frustrated when I get low grades.
42. I cry a lot some nights.
43. I'm an insecure one.
44. I'm a Catholic.
45. I love dolls. Especially teddies!
46. I love taking selcas, don't judge me for this lol.
47. If polaroid refills are not that expensive, I wouldn't mind using them always.
48. I love wearing dress only when I'm alone in my room (?!)
49. I have nothing interesting in me.
50. I love it when people show their love to someone. Just cute.
51. I'm an awkward person.
52. I am bubbly. But that word is not strong enough lol.
53. I hope a lot.
54. And I got disappointed a lot from hoping.
55. I don't mind waiting for someone. Especially if they're special.
56. People got bored of me so easily.
57. And that tends to break me.
58. I'm not really daring.
59. I love smiling especially faking them.
60. When I fight, I will always feel guilty.
61. If I'm guilty/moody, I will hate myself.
62. I know it when people are bored of me.
63. But I hush.
64. I hope that people would be more open.
65. I wanna meet Justin Bieber so badly.
66. I love surprises.
67. I love horror movies even though I hate the shocking parts.
68. I'm not good at any sports but I love them.
69. I love people too much even though I know the risk.
70. I like taking risks.
71. I would like to have my own car.
72. My mom and dad are strict and discipline by the way.
73. I don't like seeing people sad/pissed.
74. Never been to any Justin's concert.
75. When I'm lonely, I will just sleep.
76. Always lonely... so I sleep a lot.
77. I hate it when people ask me to study.
78. I don't think that I have any talent.
79. I love riding motorbikes. High speed of my own.
80. I love learning new things.
81. I love hanging out.
82. Give me ice cream and I'll shout my mouth up.
83. I feel like the happiest girl in the world when meeting/playing with a baby/toddler.
84. I get a lot of bruise since kindergarten.
85. I'm not graceful/elegant.
86. I don't like how I look lol.
87. I know I can't so I'm trying to love myself.
88. For some reason, I love math more that chem.
89. I don't like history and chem.
90. I like break times. Who doesn't?
91. I love him. Who? Him.
92. Social medias are my hideout.
93. I love the fashion world but I'm not fashionable.
94. I laugh a lot.
95. I like being spoiled by...
96. Hoping for something helpless romantic.
97. I love the August month. My freaking month!
98. Hard-hearted > Hard on everything but that's just because I care.
99. I love good morning & good night greets.
100. I love "I Love You"s. Don't you?

100 facts done!
Random and strange facts about me.
Unimportant I know. LOL.
Goodnight peeps!

P.S. Tomorrow's my first day of school after 6 days of holiday. I'm sad. I'm weary, I don't want to go. But there's no choice, is there? BAH.

Lonesome?

I'm sure that most of us have experienced feeling left out, forgotten, abandoned, etc.
And some of us might feel that every single day of his/her life.
Well, I happened to be like that.
I'm not an attention seeker, I just want to express my feelings.

Back to this, let's take an example:
When I'm in my class, everybody knows what I'm like.
I'm the bubbly, noisy, annoying, irritating, and hyperactive kind of girl.
I rarely shut my mouth.
And I rarely stop moving.
When I'm that kind of girl, everyone sure does know me.
But when I'm quiet and gloomy?
Well, nobody cares.
Nobody wants to be with someone gloomy like that.
But... there are times that we'll feel that way right?
"Life is full of ups and downs."
People feeling down or gloomy should not be abandoned.
A company would mean so much to them.
Even when they say that they want to be alone, they don't really do.
Another example is when I'm in a group of friends.
I like to be accepted in every circle.
It's just fun you know.
Having a lot of friends with different circles.
Feeling left out is the second strongest feeling when being in a circle.
The first is surely feeling happy.
When you're not the kind of person who stays in only one circle,
You'll always feel left out when you're being in EVERY circle.
It's simply because among them, they're much closer than you're.
It hurts. Of course it hurts.
People always say that it's just our thoughts.
But put yourself in my shoe.
You'll understand the feeling.
You can also feel abandoned in your family.
Especially your cousins&relatives.
Sometimes, they would take among themselves without noticing that you're there.
But, I don't really care about this one.
Not important at all.
Sometimes I thought to myself
"They're close with me only when they need something."
"They don't care about what I'm going through."
"No one's here when I need someone."
But I always scold myself for thinking like that.
Instead, I think the other way around.
I make myself think positively.
But, I can't deny that it's hard.
I barely talk to people I know via social medias.
It's like by the time I got home for school...
I became the friendless(?) girl.

I have friend trust issues.
You know, when a friend you love so much hurts you.
Since then, you have a hard time trusting anyone else being your friend.
Scared of being hurt again.
But... I don't know.
This trust issues kind of made me hate myself.
It's like, what did I do to you?
Why do you do this? I trusted you.
Especially when they call themselves your bestfriend.
I never consider someone as my bestfriend unless they feel the same way about me too.
I'm just scared...
Being hurt repeatedly is the one thing everyone should avoid.

I... kinda hate myself about this section.
I know that this is not even close to good, but sometimes, I consider myself a jinx.
I've got some bestfriends. And you know what?
They all left... just as soon as I'm getting closer to them.
Left here is leaving town/school.
And I would just always be lonely. again. and again.
This might also be a reason why I have friend trust issues.
I'm scared that people will actually leave me again.
You know that you're the reason to their leaving.
And you know that you have to move on.
And think positively.
They left town, not you.
You should be happy you still have the chance of meeting them.
LOL, am I being too cheesy again?
This is not exactly what I'm feeling.
But I think that this kinda sums them all.

What I want/wish?
My friends to be happy.
To not be left out.
To not feel left out.
To just have company when you need one.
and everything else cause I'm not going to continue hehe.

Well, I guess that's about it.
Nothing more nothing less.

P.S. I don't think that I'm talking common sense right now LOL. My mind's startled right now.
#peace.

Loved, Love, Will Always Love.

Do you ever love someone so much?

You love them so much that you don't mind about how many flaws they have.

So much that it hurts to not make them happy because that's the only thing that matters.

Yes I might sound cheesy, but, I just need to let my feelings out once awhile.

I think that I... am feeling this way right now. In love with someone.

He's not the most handsome guy, or the hottest guy in the world.

But, he's charming. At least for me.

He makes me happy, maybe not directly, but always.

I don't mind, waiting for him for hours.

Talking nonsense to him everyday.

Being with him doing nothing.

I just want to be with him. Spending my time with him.

Not that I'm overly attached, NO, I just wanted to.

Is wanting to be with someone you love wrong?

Especially when you both are official... yes we are.

FYI, he's a gamer. Big time.

His attention is split between his games and me.

It's kind of annoying but I seriously don't mind.

I can't be with him 24/7; I'm not his mom; It's his rights.

To be honest, I'm feeling insecure.

His girl friends are beyond beautiful. Far beyond me.

He's more friendly to them, and acts different when his with me.

I'm not jealous, maybe a little.

As long as that smile stays in his face, I don't mind.

I don't mind looking his smile from far away.

Every time he's with me, I would always try making him laugh, or at least smile.

And if he did, you have no idea how happy I am.

If he's being pissed, he'll always show this sad face.

AND THAT HURTS.

It's like I'm the one causing it, I did though-once-and that really kills.

He's not the helpless-romantic kind of guy, but butterflies sure do crumble in my stomach when I'm with him.

Oh and, he has this sexy smirk that would make me smile all the way to my sleep.

Oops, did I just say that?

We have different music taste, but it sure feels good listening random songs with him.

I love watching movies with him.

Holding hands even when watching horror movies.

Being kissed on the cheek and forehead, which reminds me to my daddy doing that to little me.

Being hugged so tight, which makes me feel like... I don't know, extremely happy?

We had several problems, but I don't want to talk about it.

Why look at the past? So not worth my time.

I really hope that I could spend more time with him.

Directly and indirectly.

I don't mind talking nothing, I just want to know that he's there.

He's there when I need him.

And I'm really hoping that he could be more open to me.

Who doesn't want that in their relationship?

Communication, understanding, caring, love, trust.

And which girl doesn't like to be spoiled?

Making you feel like a little girl, a princess.

That feeling is one of the best feeling you'll ever feel. I guarantee you.

It's also amazing how your boy/girlfriend can be your bestfriend.

How you can tell your problems to them.

Ask for advice, especially when they give you ridiculous ones.

How you can act crazy in front of them.

And when they act the same way with you.

I love it when he was still looking for me.

Asking me to eat lunch with him.

Or maybe just sitting and watching me eat.

Or even maybe feeding each other.

I also love spending our leisure, or maybe after school, together.

Doing nothing much, talking nothing, but not awkward.

He's different you know.

He's the first guy who asked me to be his directly, face to face.

It's not sweet but to me, it is. IT IS.

He's the first guy daring enough to pick me up for a date. And drive me home after that.

He's the first guy asking me to hang out with his friends.

The first guy who takes silly candid of me.

The first guy telling me sweet things and actually mean them.

The first guy calling me with silly nicknames and not hurt my feeling.

The first guy who took me on a very late night date.

The first guy who took silly selcas with me.

I still remember how we know we liked each other.

By a simple truth or dare game.

I still remember how he asked me to be his.

I still remember our first date, we watched a horror movie.

It was not even close to sweet. But I'm so happy and grateful.

I'm the jealous type of girl, but not the overprotective one.

And I'm the type who's willing to fight even when not being fought for.

People warned me not to love someone so much.

I know the risk. Being hurt. But I'm willing to take the risk.

When you love so much, you would.

It's sad when he's busy, but back again, I don't mind waiting.

He's not perfect, but neither am I.

Our relationship is not perfect because we're not in a movie.

Perfect is boring. I wouldn't choose being perfect.

I love him the way he is, with all his flaws.

I love us, with all the problems and imperfections.

I wouldn't want the feelings to change or fade.

If it does, I won't give up. 

I won't let go. No doubt.

I love you... to the moon, around the galaxies, planets, sun, and every stars... and back.

And I love you... to infinity... and beyond.

#RandomQuotes:

"I love you, I hope you do too. The same way I do."

"Cause you're the apple to my pie. You're the straw to my berry. You're the smoke to my high. And you're the one I wanna marry."

"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."

Pictures relating #nawww:

#SoRandom: My Families

No, I'm not going to write about my mom, dad, lil bro, grandparents, uncles, aunts, cousins, etc.

I'm going to write about my other families, like for example, fanbase.

1. GaLiMo (Gaga's Little Monster): Not related to Lady Gaga's fanbase! We're not really her fans, sorry. GaLiMo is my class' name. My 8th grade class to be specific. At first, we didn't realize that this name is Gaga's fanbase, but we liked this name so we used it. We shortened it to GaLiMo so it will not be too Gaga related. I love this class. Like SO MUCH! We considered ourselves as a family. We sang, danced, studied, played, etc in the same room. We laughed so hard until we couldn't breath, we laughed even at the most nonsense stuffs. We fought a lot, making an awkward surroundings, but those fights wouldn't last an hour. Back in the days, teachers would say that our class was the worst class they'd ever taught. The noisiest, naughtiest, smelliest, etc. But somehow, our teamwork, energy, efforts, determination can't be doubt. You would always hear a laugh in this class. Too bad, on 9th grade, we were divided into two different classes. And one of us, Nadela Sjaklif, moved to Jakarta. She was one of the mood booster in this class... and one of my bestfriends. Sad huh? Never mind, she's fine there. Cheers girl! Okay, moving on to my next family.

2. BELIEBERS: You sure know what Beliebers are, don't you? If you don't... Beliebers are JUSTIN DREW BIEBER's fanbase. One of the best family I've ever had. Scattered all around the world, but still considered ourselves a family. I haven't meet every one of them. DUH, you expect me to meet 49+M of them? But fortunately, I have some Beliebers Family I really know. I met them before and for sure, we fangirled a lot. And two of them are studying in the same school with me. This family is a strong one, no doubt. The only words I can say to describe this family are: flawless, strong, loving, loyal, & caring and etc etc etc. LOVES xx.

3. Directioners, Gleeks, Delevingners, Vampire, etc: WE SHARE THE SAME FEELINGS ABOUT OUR IDOLS. A strong loving feeling towards them. The same feeling of wanting to meet every one of them. I feel you guys.

4. 9▲∞: This is the name of my 9th grade class. Half of them are from GaLiMo. Some called us the smartest class, some called us the noisiest&most rebel class. I don't really care though. WE HAVE THE BEST ADVISER EVER! He's our math teacher too. He's a very disciplined, charismatic, determined, dedicated, well-mannered teacher, one of the best teacher I've ever had in my life. We gave him a cake on teacher's day cause we're having our holidays during his birthday. I miss him. A lot. He taught a lot, about math and manners. I wish him everything the best he can ever have. I'm looking forward for another math lesson from him.Oh and, the students in this class are incredibly talented and fully blessed. I love them too, they were a part of making my last junior high school year flawless. It was fun you know, having a small farewell party with them. It was worth everything. I just wish we can all meet up again and just be crazy for the whole meeting. Like we used to.

5. Chopin: This is the name of my student orientation class. According to the plan, this class will last for one school year, first year senior high school. But then, the administration said that everyone will be split up. UGH. Okay forget about that. There are a total of 6 classes, each class named after great musicians/composers like Haydn, Vivaldi, Chopin, Mozart, Puccini, Beethoven. In this school, the student orientation is scary. YES IT IS. A lot of rules you must follow, a lot of project given each day, and a lot of shouts will be heard every second. You should eat what they ask you to eat, you can't throw it or have leftovers or you'll be punished. Everything must go according to what they say. You'll always get punished for every mistake, even the smallest one. But, because of that, there's a teamwork slowly built in each class, also between the seniors and juniors. And by the end of the orientation, it's kind of weird being split to different classes. Good thing, we had a farewell party. AND IT WAS EPIC! I wish I could go back to that time where Chopinist (Chopin's senior&junior) are enjoying the time of our lives. Thank you guys for the memories.

6. This is the class I'm studying in right now. For the whole school year. We have several names though, like FiX,Infinity, Infivenity,etc. And we also have the best adviser. Our own english teacher. She's young, but not so young, and she's acting like us. HAHA, not actually acting but, she know how to act around us teenagers. She makes us feel comfortable and not lonely. I believe that this class also has a great teamwork. I don't know why, I just believe so. Even though things are not so smooth sometimes. But that's alright, nothing's perfect, not even us. I'm just wishing that we're going to have a farewell party cause I know that on 11th grade (2nd year of senior high) we will be split. We're going to choose our own path. Getting older, getting closer to college year. So, I hope that we're going to cherish each other and be blessed each day. LYGTTMAB #LoveYouGuysToTheMoonAndBack!

7. And lastly, everyone I know, everyone I considered as my friends, bestfriends, and boyfriend. You guys mean a lot to me even though MAYBE we're not so close. But I'm thankful that you guys actually talked to me, let me sing and dance like a lunatic, let me go crazy on public and don't pretend like you guys don't know me. Thank you for every advice, company, love, chitchats, gifts, everything. Wouldn't be this strong without you guys. I don't mind if you don't like/trust me & stabbing me from behind. I still love you, to the moon and rotating around the furthest planet and never back.


Maybe those are enough. It's 23:45 P.M. right now.
So goodnight! Don't let the bugs bite.


PS: It's February 1st. MAKE A WISH FOR THIS MONTH! SET A GOAL AND REACH FOR IT. I'm just hoping that this month will be FABruary.

\PSS: I don't know what happened to number 4. I'm sorry.

No goodbyes please.