Nicholas Sparks's.

Recently, I like to watch movies until late night.

Ho Ho Ho.

AND, I'm in love with some drama movies.

Movies that are adapted from Nicholas Sparks's novel.

Nicholas Sparks is a novelist-scriptwriter from the U S of A.

Wiki says that he wrote 17 bestseller novels.

No, I don't read/have the novels.

8 out of 17 novels are adapted to movies.

And I've watched 7 out of 8 movies.

I haven't watch "Night in Rodanthe".

I COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE ON THE INTERNET.

*sobs* 

Okay... moving on.

1. Message in a Bottle (1999)

    For me, this movie is just okay compared to the others. But if this story actually happened to a couple...damn. That should be so romantic and unforgettable huh? It's amazing to watch their effort to be with each other and how the girl cures/heals(?) this guy's past memories.

"Teresa, I don't want to lose you."
"Then don't."

2. A Walk to Remember (2002)

    This is a very romantic and meaningful movie. It's about a rebel teen who actually changed because of a girl which was later diagnosed with a leukemia. He granted every single wish she had including getting married in the same chapel as was her deceased mother. But then, she passed. This movie is touching.

"I'm sorry she never got her miracle."
"She did get her miracle, Landon, her miracle was you."

3. The Notebook (2004)

    I don't know, I just like this movie a lot. This story is about an elderly man reading a romantic story to a patient on a nursing home. Turns out that the main character in that story was the two of them. And in the end, they died together. You should really watch this, the feelings are different if I told it.

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday."

4. Nights in Rodanthe (2008)

    Haven't watch :( soon I hope :)

5. Dear John (2010)

    Ahh... another romantic movie. It's about summer loving continued into a long distance relationship because the guy was an army. They sent each others letters while they're away. But then, the girl got married with someone else, a relative, which then broke his heart. But then, the husband passed. And in the end, the two met again. The main male character? Channing Tatum <3

"I fell in love with her when we were together, then fell deeper in love with her in the years we were apart."

6. The Last Song (2010)

    This movie's main characters are Miley Cyrus and Liam Hemsworth. Aww, ikr? This one's sweet. It tells how she got closer to her dad since the divorce. About how he got close to him but wasn't approved(?) by his mom. But then, in the end, he moved to another college (not the one his mom wants) just to be with her. I love their chemistry like a lot a lot.

"He was ordinary in a world that loved the extraordinary."

7. The Lucky One (2012)

    The male lead is Zac Efron *chokes**lovestruck*. This movie is also greaattt. If this really happens, I would go "awwwww". He was on a war when he found a girl's picture which he considered a life saver because since then, he's saved until the end. He then looked for the girl in the picture and found her. HE couldn't tell her the reason he's there and ended working for her. They fell in love and after a lot of problems, they're together.

"Why did you come here?"
"To find you."

8. Safe Haven (2013)

    Okay, another must-watch movie. The story's about a girl who left her husband for good then stayed in a small town(?). He then got close with a shop owner, his 2 children, and her neighbor. A lot happened, including her husband coming to look for her and then got killed. The shop got burned down too. But, they actually become a family in the end and a mystery about her neighbor was revealed.

"Every couple needs to argue now and then. Just to prove that the relationship is strong enough to survive. Long-term relationships, the ones that matter, are all about weathering the peaks and the valleys."

The point is that all of these movies are romantic and also touching.

I cried on some scenes...hmm...

I have no regrets watching them.

If you're feeling sentimental and have nothing to do.

These movies are recommended.

I love them to bits.

Well, I guess that's all.

I'm getting sleepy.

Good night. 

Hello love.

Another post of me whining.
Sorry... *sigh*

So, here I am breaking down.
NAH, I'm on the edge.
Okay, moving on...
I'm not feeling good... mentally.
I'm mentally sick, yes, I'm crazy, whatever.
And right now, I don't know where to start.

Hmmm...
I'm sad.
Lonely.
Pathetic huh? I think so too.
It's hard to tell what I want to tell.
I'm all mixed up.

I still remember when my religion teacher asked me a question.
Do you have a best friend? Why can you tell that someone is your best friend?
I said I do have and when he asked who, I couldn't speak a word.
It's clear in my head that I consider everyone my best friend.
But then, not even a single name came out from my mouth.
He then explained what a best friend is.
Best friend(s) are those who speak and listen, give but never ask, etc.
I still think that everyone is my best friend though.
I just can't admit it.
I never can.
Since primary school until now.
I'm scared that when I say so, everyone will just say they're not.
And I sure would hurt if they really say that.
I don't remember telling my mom or anyone else who my best friend(s) is/are.
We can never tell what people really think about us.

For some reason, I'm always left out on a group of people.
I couldn't fit in... as always.
I would always be the pathetic one.
I'm the burden there. The bad aura.
Something like that lol.
Who on earth wants to hang out with me?
I can barely ask someone out lol.

Then...
I hate myself...
For being jealous, moody, etc.
I get that feelings even when people tell me I shouldn't.
I don't know...
I just miss everything.
I don't want things to change.
Right now, something has changed.
The spark is gone.
I miss it... a lot.
I miss making...smile.
I miss everything about...
I want everything back.
I know that people/everything change but...at least...
I just want...to be mine.
So this guilt won't haunt me.

I still want to be the reason to your laughter and your smile.
Not your tears and anger.
I want to be a blessing to you.
Not a burden.
I want to love and be loved.

Hello love.