Horse's Year.

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone celebrating, especially the Chinese.
It's the Horse's year and my dad's uncle was born in the horse's year so I'm dedicating a cheer for him for being so kind to me since the day that I was born. He almost made me his foster kid because he's too in love with me lol, I love him though, even we barely meet and have chitchats. Wishing you a prosperous year!

So...
I don't really feel the CNY's spirit. I don't even know why.
Maybe because I'm getting older?
When I was younger, I will always be excited.
Or maybe because it's not that fun?
Because there are only a few relatives that I can visit this year.
Yeah... maybe I'm lonely?
Maybe this, maybe that, I don't know.

#SoRandom: Exciting Things on Every Chinese New Year:
1. These will make every children excited and happy, including me, RED POCKETS! Oh you know, envelopes with unique shapes and sizes usually red-coloured filled with money given by married adults to the unmarried children, teenagers, and young-adults. The best part about them? Is guessing the amount at the moment we received it. We can't open it in front of the adults because it's considered rude, so that makes me even more curious and excited.
2. Oranges. Different house, different kind of orange. I don't mind tasting each one of them. Just one at each house. And I don't mind turning yellow.
3. Relatives&Cousins. Especially babies and toddlers! I love being any kid's babysitter when visiting. Simply because they're cute, cute, and cute. I can't take my eyes off them nawwwwww. I want a new baby bro/sis, nahh, just kidding. Sometimes I just want to steal those babies and bring them home because of the cuteness overload. Don't call me crazy cause I'm just kidding.
4. Reunion Dinner. This is the time where families come together and have dinner. It's fun. Really. Especially meeting your cousins whom you haven't meet for a while.
5. Nostalgia(s). When you're meeting your old/adult relatives, they will always tell stories about us. Starting from the day that we were born, and how we grow until today. And showing our old pictures that they kept. It's also fun cause we'll be laughing and laughing at our old-selves.

So, those were the things popping in my head. I was kinda sad though, my friends were hanging out and I can't join. But, we still have a long time. By this sentence, it's 2:01 A.M. here... Yes, I can't sleep. Maybe 10 more minutes. #notimportant

HAHA, okay then, since I hate saying goodbye, goodnight, sweet dreams, sleep tight, don't let the bugs bite. God bless y'all. Once again, Happy Chinese New Year, may you have a prosperous and a blessed year ahead!

#SoRandom: Love and Dislike

You know what? I both love & kind of dislike myself.

I love how easy I make friends and dislike how easy people unfriend me.

I love how bubbly I am and dislike how I get sensitive easily.

I love being talkative but dislike my voice.

I love to sing but dislike my voice.

I love being crazy but dislike being annoying.

I love to dance but dislike looking at my body dancing.

I love to eat a lot but dislike how fat I'll get.

I love to study but dislike it when someone ask me to.

I love to being on social medias and dislike how easily I get addicted to it.

I love being a fangirl but dislike the dramas.

I love being a fan and dislike the haters.

I love polite people and dislike respect-less(?) people.

I love people who can be crazy and dislike annoying people.

I love to stalk and dislike to be curious.

I love my phone but dislike how lag it is.

I love my family but dislike how annoying they can be.

I love to play games but dislike getting weary eyes.

I love staying up late but dislike having panda eyes.

I love my own mindset but dislike how wrong it can be.

I love to see beautiful girls but dislike how jealous I will get.

I love being an active girl but dislike how I get tired and sick easily.

I love to laugh&smile but dislike the fact that most of them are fake.

I love to cry but dislike it when I don't even know why.

I love delicious food and dislike the fats they have.

I love being spoiled by someone and dislike the fact that it rarely happens.

I love my daddy but dislike it when he's being care-less.

I love my mommy but dislike it when I can't tell her something.

I love my brother but dislike it when he's being so annoying.

I love my friends but dislike it when I can't rely on them.

I love my room but dislike how easy it gets dirty.

I love to watch movies but dislike how heavy my eyes will be.

I love to whine and dislike to whine.

I love memories&flashback but dislike how emotional I can be.

I love to read but dislike it when I can't control my time.

I love animals but dislike cats.

I love to watch horror&thriller but dislike how scared I will be.

I love to take selfies and dislike the look of my face in the picture.

I love Justin Bieber and dislike his haters.

I love cold weather but dislike how weak I can be.

I love warm weather but dislike how it annoys me.

I love ice cream but dislike being sick after eating it.

I love english but dislike how suck I use the language.

I love learning but dislike how hard it is to.

I love guitar and dislike the fact that I'm not pro enough.

I love piano but dislike how short my fingers are.

I love to hope and dislike it when I disappoint myself.

I love to draw but dislike the results.

I love to take selfies with him but dislike it when he doesn't want to.

I love the fashion world but dislike how unfashionable I am.

I love the photography world but dislike how amateur I am.

I love babies but dislike to hear them cry.

I love to tell stories but dislike how hard it is to tell about what I feel.

I love braiding but dislike it when I can't braid myself.

I love to scream&shout but dislike to annoy myself.

I love loud music but dislike how sleepy I will be.

I love slow music but dislike how sleepy I will be.

I love to write but dislike how it turns out.

I love to travel but dislike it when no one is there to travel with.

I love surprises but dislike being shocked.

I love sleeping but dislike how hard it is to wake up.

I love to cook but dislike how slow I am.

I love him and dislike his bad habits.

I love myself and dislike my bad habits.

I'm done, for now. This took me an hour lol. 

Have a great one!

Random pics to relate to this post:

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I love this last pic.

HELLO!

Well hello, let me introduce myself (too formal? lol). My name is Steffani Sylvia Tan, I have a lot of nicks such as Stef, Steffy, Stefafa, Via, Pia, etc. I blow candles every early August which makes me a Leo girl and I was born in the year of the Tiger. I'm a half Chinese half Bataknese living in a small town named Batam - Indonesia. Right now, I'm a first year senior high school student. I live with my handsome dad and lil bro and a beautiful mom - I'm an ugly duckling (lol). I love to dance and sing and play music instruments, even though I can't. I like to read, watch movies, eat a lot, sleep, bla...bla...bla... oh and also taking pictures. I'm a selfless addict! I simply get addicted with series movies and food. I am a super-massive Belieber and I freaking love Justin Bieber. Yes I really do. I'm also a Gleek, a Vampire, a Delevingner, and a Directioner. My life is both wonderful and horrible, but is always blessed.